Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Alright!
(it's currently half an hour before i have to leave house for work)
woo. i love my work. it's fun. of course must hv F.K.K so time will pass faster. hahahah.
mum say must quit my work soon.. quite sad.
when i started working, i never thought of quitting. like, i never thought i would like it so much.
work has been filling my time in the holidays, so all i did was work and work.
it sounds so sad, i know. but it was fun!
i don't know, when sch starts, i dont think i can cope wif work, ccas, hw, because i wanna join like 3 ccas. this week.. will be my last week to work all the while i want..
that's the only bad thing about DPA. but it has its advantages.. met a lot of nice ppl.
either way, like the saying goes, "手心是肉手背也是肉".
giving up either one hurts, but one is my future, one is my 'pastime'.
ARGH. i hate this caught-in-between situation.
when i start working , my family keep complain i dont hv time for them. but when i make time for them, they aren't free. wth. they never appreciate it when i try.. and they never did see it.
sometimes i don't know what to do, being the only child, i've got no place to vent my frustrations.
that's why they say children, especially those whose parents already divorced, are like weeds. they always thrive. hard to die. survive anywhere. feeling damn frustrated now.
i think, i need someone who can protect me from my parents.. their views,opinions,words.
they give me more stress than anything else. haha.. anyway!
it will be hard for me to leave work.. i hope it will be worth it. learnt alotalotalot from work. i don't think i'll get that experience anywhere else. <3 kr novena.
-needs more understanding parents..-